Quick Update

I figured after yesterday's post, I should inform you of what's going down. I'm lucky enough to work for a company that has an EAP (Employee Assistance Program). Basically, any kind of problem or situation I could possibly find myself in (from trying to find a good daycare center to divorce advice) I can get help for free. So I looked into this service and was referred to a marriage counselor in town. I believe I get 6 free visits. Anything after that I have to pay for myself...but it may end up being covered under our medical. What the hell. I've never been one to give up without a fight. So we'll see what happens. I'm gonna give this counselor a call tomorrow. I hope to hell that she can make some sense out of all this confusion. While I'm at it, maybe I should get a referral to a shrink...though I know I'll need a hell of a lot more than 6 visits!

So that's that. Only other thing I have to add is that I'm having a shit day. But what else is new. Seems that nothing I do is right, and nothing I say can make any difference. I'm just having one of those "I'm worthless" days.

Though I won't be getting into specifics, I will report back on whether or not I think the counselor helps. Who knows, maybe one of you out there is going through a similar situation. If anyone can be helped from the hell that is my life, maybe I wouldn't be so worthless afterall.

Peace out...