Bah!
My head is in 30 different places today, most of them happy. Unfortunately, people can not leave well enough alone, so I need to get nasty on occassion. Yesterday was a not-so-great day. I'd say "crappy" day, but lately, that's just not the case. I mean, I get mad, I yell, I get snippy and snarky, but I CAN'T on a whole say that any day in the last few weeks has been BAD. I have to thank synchronicity for that...and someone special who knows who he is.
Remember my so-called "friend" that seemed to cause more harm than good? Well, that shits OVER! I told you that I put up with a lot, and am very understanding when it comes to close friends. But I hit my limit. I'm trying to simplify my life now. I need to maintain a level of happiness and peace...and lately that has been easy. So I'm cutting out the drama like a cancer. It's time to clean house and start worrying about myself for a change. I'm not out to hurt anyone's feelings or be mean. I'm simply out to be as happy as I can be, take care of the important stuff, and just friggin enjoy myself for once. I don't think that's so selfish.
Yes, in the process, I have to do some things that are not pleasant, but I know it's worthwhile in the end. My good friends have noticed a marked improvement in my attitude and demeanor as of late. I like that. It wasn't until very recently that I realized just how miserable I was...and how miserable I was making other people. But that's over now.
Life is good. I haven't been able to say that in so long.
Oh, and on a side note, I just want to say to that special someone...watch out, Sasquatch is watching! Heh!
Remember my so-called "friend" that seemed to cause more harm than good? Well, that shits OVER! I told you that I put up with a lot, and am very understanding when it comes to close friends. But I hit my limit. I'm trying to simplify my life now. I need to maintain a level of happiness and peace...and lately that has been easy. So I'm cutting out the drama like a cancer. It's time to clean house and start worrying about myself for a change. I'm not out to hurt anyone's feelings or be mean. I'm simply out to be as happy as I can be, take care of the important stuff, and just friggin enjoy myself for once. I don't think that's so selfish.
Yes, in the process, I have to do some things that are not pleasant, but I know it's worthwhile in the end. My good friends have noticed a marked improvement in my attitude and demeanor as of late. I like that. It wasn't until very recently that I realized just how miserable I was...and how miserable I was making other people. But that's over now.
Life is good. I haven't been able to say that in so long.
Oh, and on a side note, I just want to say to that special someone...watch out, Sasquatch is watching! Heh!
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