Wow...so much to catch up on...
I pulled another disappearing act, I know. I've gotten really good at that lately, but I am sorry. Maybe somewhere deep down, the thought of rearranging my life scared me to the point where I just ignored it. I meant everything I said in Meg2.0, but somehow wasn't ready to face it. Not that that is 100% reason for the lack of posts. A lot has been going on, I have been very busy, and my home computer is still not working properly. But enough excuses, time to fill you in on what's been going on.
Let's start with the job, since that's one of the big aspects of Meg2.0. Remember how I applied for that training position? Well, that one didn't work out. However, the editorial assistant gig I mentioned DID pan out. I GOT THE JOB! I will be starting at J&R Tobacco's Cigar Magazine on May 8th. I gave my notice to Commerce the day I was offered the job. heh That felt so incredibly uplifting! Of course, I don't think it wise to burn bridges, so I made sure to keep it nicey nice and told them it had nothing to do with the people there or Commerce as a whole or even the banking industry. I told them publishing was the field I have always loved and this was a chance to persue my passion. And as much as that is true, it didn't hurt that I HATED working at Commerce. I don't think the company is all that terrible, except for the crap wages they insist on paying. But that branch of mine, if I had stayed there much longer, I would have gone postal.
So I am EXTREMELY excited about this! Nervous too, it's been awhile since I've been in the field. But they say it's like riding a bicycle...or something. heh I guess I should fill you in on my mini vacation too. Had a good time. Though I'll admit my last night there opened my eyes to a lot of things. As you know, when certain people are involved, I don't give any details out of respect for his/her privacy. This is one of those moments. As awful as it was at the time, I have since learned that it was exactly what I needed. I've officially kicked a habit of mine, and I feel free now. It's amazing how out of control your life can get when someone else is in control of it, so to speak. I know it's like I'm talking in riddles, and I'm sorry for that, but right now that's all I can give you. When enough time has passed and all has been said and done for a long time, I will be able to revisit the issue and fill in some of the gaps. Just know that I went through a rough patch, but came out healthier on the other side.
I've got a couple of people to thank for that as well. I didn't only disappear from this blog, I sort of dropped out of life in general for awhile. There were a handful of people who brought me through, even though I didn't ask and wasn't particularly thrilled with having to work out what was in my head. There are a couple of people I can't name by name, so I'm just going to say a generalized thank you to those who know who you are. Things are still complicated (as always) and throwing names around at this point could interupt my healing process. Again, with time, things will become clearer. But I'm still in the thick of it, and need to take precautions.
Damn, I hate being so friggin cryptic! In other news, here's something I can give plenty of details about. The big move is looming. We hired a contractor to build the addition on to my brother's house. The final total was $252,000. Yes, that is just over a quarter million. When I say addition, we're talking the size of the original house...umkay? Though I am still not thrilled with the living situation as it will be, and am still cursing myself for being the cause of my parents losing the home I grew up in...I'm really trying to stay on the positive side. My mom gets to retire, which she is thrilled with. Since she will be home, I will have no need for a babysitter, which will save me $800 or so a month. I will have less bills in general, so I can start putting some money away. And because we will all be in the same house, if I want to go out one night, it's no biggie, cuz the kids can still go to bed in their own rooms and won't be a bother for my parents. So yes, this could be a good thing. I'm going to take advantage of the situation for a couple of years until I can save up enough to go out on my own.
So my parents closed on the construction loan yesterday. The contractor has applied for all the proper permits. As soon as construction is done, we will be putting our house on the market...which we still need to do some work to in the meantime. So we're looking at possibly August for the big move to commence. I've had to start boxing crap up already. It's a little depressing, but I try to look on the bright side. I know, that's asking for a lot from me! heh
So much is on the tip of my tongue, but it isn't time for any reveals. Saying too much now could hurt the process...and I am dedicated to changing my life...whether I document every little bit, or use cryptic riddles. Just know, that right now, at this moment...I can smile. I can say I'm happy. And that's pretty fucking cool.
Thanks for reading...be back soon!
~Meg
Let's start with the job, since that's one of the big aspects of Meg2.0. Remember how I applied for that training position? Well, that one didn't work out. However, the editorial assistant gig I mentioned DID pan out. I GOT THE JOB! I will be starting at J&R Tobacco's Cigar Magazine on May 8th. I gave my notice to Commerce the day I was offered the job. heh That felt so incredibly uplifting! Of course, I don't think it wise to burn bridges, so I made sure to keep it nicey nice and told them it had nothing to do with the people there or Commerce as a whole or even the banking industry. I told them publishing was the field I have always loved and this was a chance to persue my passion. And as much as that is true, it didn't hurt that I HATED working at Commerce. I don't think the company is all that terrible, except for the crap wages they insist on paying. But that branch of mine, if I had stayed there much longer, I would have gone postal.
So I am EXTREMELY excited about this! Nervous too, it's been awhile since I've been in the field. But they say it's like riding a bicycle...or something. heh I guess I should fill you in on my mini vacation too. Had a good time. Though I'll admit my last night there opened my eyes to a lot of things. As you know, when certain people are involved, I don't give any details out of respect for his/her privacy. This is one of those moments. As awful as it was at the time, I have since learned that it was exactly what I needed. I've officially kicked a habit of mine, and I feel free now. It's amazing how out of control your life can get when someone else is in control of it, so to speak. I know it's like I'm talking in riddles, and I'm sorry for that, but right now that's all I can give you. When enough time has passed and all has been said and done for a long time, I will be able to revisit the issue and fill in some of the gaps. Just know that I went through a rough patch, but came out healthier on the other side.
I've got a couple of people to thank for that as well. I didn't only disappear from this blog, I sort of dropped out of life in general for awhile. There were a handful of people who brought me through, even though I didn't ask and wasn't particularly thrilled with having to work out what was in my head. There are a couple of people I can't name by name, so I'm just going to say a generalized thank you to those who know who you are. Things are still complicated (as always) and throwing names around at this point could interupt my healing process. Again, with time, things will become clearer. But I'm still in the thick of it, and need to take precautions.
Damn, I hate being so friggin cryptic! In other news, here's something I can give plenty of details about. The big move is looming. We hired a contractor to build the addition on to my brother's house. The final total was $252,000. Yes, that is just over a quarter million. When I say addition, we're talking the size of the original house...umkay? Though I am still not thrilled with the living situation as it will be, and am still cursing myself for being the cause of my parents losing the home I grew up in...I'm really trying to stay on the positive side. My mom gets to retire, which she is thrilled with. Since she will be home, I will have no need for a babysitter, which will save me $800 or so a month. I will have less bills in general, so I can start putting some money away. And because we will all be in the same house, if I want to go out one night, it's no biggie, cuz the kids can still go to bed in their own rooms and won't be a bother for my parents. So yes, this could be a good thing. I'm going to take advantage of the situation for a couple of years until I can save up enough to go out on my own.
So my parents closed on the construction loan yesterday. The contractor has applied for all the proper permits. As soon as construction is done, we will be putting our house on the market...which we still need to do some work to in the meantime. So we're looking at possibly August for the big move to commence. I've had to start boxing crap up already. It's a little depressing, but I try to look on the bright side. I know, that's asking for a lot from me! heh
So much is on the tip of my tongue, but it isn't time for any reveals. Saying too much now could hurt the process...and I am dedicated to changing my life...whether I document every little bit, or use cryptic riddles. Just know, that right now, at this moment...I can smile. I can say I'm happy. And that's pretty fucking cool.
Thanks for reading...be back soon!
~Meg
posted by Meghan at 9:40 AM
2 Comments:
Congratulations on your new job! Yay!!!!
-- Deena
Thanks sweetie! I'm all sorts of psyched! :)
~Meg
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