Sleepy And Broke
Those are the two words that best describe me at the moment. As sleepy as I am, I figured you all could use an update.
Had my appointment on Friday. I had to bring my daughter because the hurricane knocked the power out at her school, so it was closed. I'm glad she was with me though, because we got to hear the baby's heartbeat for the first time. Fran wasn't able to get out of work to make it, so it was nice to share it with Kimi. It was a good strong heartbeat, which made me feel better.
Still waiting on the results of Fran's blood test. It'll probably be another week or so before we find out. I'm trying not to think about it too much.
What I am thinking about a lot is the fact that we have less than no money. I've been out of work now since the beginning of August. I'm training to do freelancing from home and I honestly thought I'd be done by now, but things rarely go the way I plan. So I find myself jobless and broke, and my husband doesn't let me forget it. Neither will my parents, whom I owe an excessive amount of money too, not to mention I haven't paid rent to them in 2 months (they own the house I rent.)
But what am I supposed to do? Go out and try to get a menial $5 an hour job? Who the hell is going to hire a pregnant woman? Not to mention I'm still sick all the time and exhausted. Things are looking pretty low at the moment. All I can do is pray that my training will be over soon so I can start making some money. Until then, I feel useless.
I'm going to stop before I get on the pity pot. I'm too tired for that. I've filled you in on what's been going on lately, so now I think I'll hit the sack. Till next time.......
Those are the two words that best describe me at the moment. As sleepy as I am, I figured you all could use an update.
Had my appointment on Friday. I had to bring my daughter because the hurricane knocked the power out at her school, so it was closed. I'm glad she was with me though, because we got to hear the baby's heartbeat for the first time. Fran wasn't able to get out of work to make it, so it was nice to share it with Kimi. It was a good strong heartbeat, which made me feel better.
Still waiting on the results of Fran's blood test. It'll probably be another week or so before we find out. I'm trying not to think about it too much.
What I am thinking about a lot is the fact that we have less than no money. I've been out of work now since the beginning of August. I'm training to do freelancing from home and I honestly thought I'd be done by now, but things rarely go the way I plan. So I find myself jobless and broke, and my husband doesn't let me forget it. Neither will my parents, whom I owe an excessive amount of money too, not to mention I haven't paid rent to them in 2 months (they own the house I rent.)
But what am I supposed to do? Go out and try to get a menial $5 an hour job? Who the hell is going to hire a pregnant woman? Not to mention I'm still sick all the time and exhausted. Things are looking pretty low at the moment. All I can do is pray that my training will be over soon so I can start making some money. Until then, I feel useless.
I'm going to stop before I get on the pity pot. I'm too tired for that. I've filled you in on what's been going on lately, so now I think I'll hit the sack. Till next time.......
posted by Meghan at 11:21 PM
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