When Life Throws You Lemons...Throw 'Em Right Back

Ok, sorry I haven't posted since that last trip to pity city. So here's the update...

As it stands now, Fran is back home. We went through a few days of hell. There was a lot of screaming and nasty things were said. It finally came down to deciding whether to split permanently with all the bitterness and anger, or giving it one last shot. Fran really didn't want to leave. He was hell-bent on working things out. I'll admit, I didn't really believe there was much left to save. But with all the bullshit that's been swirling around, all the hurt feelings and frustration, he still thought there was something there worth fighting for. If he could see it, maybe there was a chance. So I said ok.

Wish I could tell you that things have been rosey since, but I can't. They have been better, we aren't really fighting. Yesterday was the first real fight since we decided to keep on keepin on. But things are ok now. I can't really say what's going to happen. I'm just taking things one day at a time. I go back to the counselor this Wednesday, so I'm sure we'll be dicussing this. Fran went last week and had a good session. We'll see if mine goes as well.

Anyhoo, that's basically where things are right now. Still lots of questions and confusion, but we're muddling through. Hopefully my next post will bring some good news...